Hey everyone.
I had a dream last night, and it was precisely about this. It was very weird as it was, but I guess it was just a reflection of the truth.
I don´t want for anyone to think this is some emo thing, and think I want to make a huge drama over this, cause actually I don´t. I´m trying to make this as right as possible, and please I don´t want anyone to think I´m doing this because I hold a grudge against you, cause I don´t. You´re all very wonderful people, who have helped me realize things and from whom I have learned as well. I´m very happy that, through lj, I could get to know you all.
The reason why I´m doing this, thankfully not for her, but actually because I´ve realized that more and more I´m lacking time for myself. Thus, my over-occupation status is affecting my few rl friendships as well, as it is affecting my capability to make new rl friends. It may sound silly, but now that I`m enrolled in music school, I´ve realized there´s a lot of people I´ve talked to, but none I can hang out and really feel like I could get to know better. I really want to be able to make strong friendships, even more so now that I´m two classes away from graduating from my first degree, and I know de facto that those friendships will be long gone before I know it.
Then there´s the time issue.. I really need some time and space for myself, since it is starting to lack more as it goes by.
I´m going to keep up with you guys via Facebook and/or msn in case you have me there. I´m more than glad to keep up in contact with you, just not via lj since this will be a private journal for an indefinite time.
Thanks for everything! And do know that I hope the best for all of you!
Hugs
Pao
PS: Feel free to comment, all comments are screened.
Current Mood: 
pensive